So I've been not clean (self harm active) for a few months and it's hard for me to stop. Everytime I get un depressed or feel fine, something bad happens to me again and it causes it, plus to make it worse, my step mom caught it on my arm and called me names... And she took all my devices and I'm no longer allowed to have devices (I'm at my dad's house that's how I'm here) because it's a "bad influence" when it's literally the school she's forcing me to stay at, everyone bullies me there, and since one of my 5 bullies are my neighbor they make it worse. My dad has no idea I did it yet because I've been wearing lots of sweaters later to sleep and morning, what should I do?
#Should I become clean? It's hard....
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Is it okay if I give you suggestions in DMs? I'm not sure if you would be okay with talking about it publicly or not