I'm 3 weeks clean

[hot bay]

I might not be soon, it's hell, I can't feel anything expect sadness and I want to feel something
I know it's but it's the only thing that makes me feel, I still have my medicine, I could just, go to sleep forever but I know my boyfriend would be sad

I just want this pain to end

[buoyant berry]

If you have a boyfriend, try talking to him. A good boyfriend should care, and I'm sure he does.

See what he has to say, at the very least, it can help take your mind off the urge.