Struggling with felling like I'm just faking | Pridecord | Page 1

glass onyx Jun 10, 2025, 10:44 PM

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Hi :3 I'm a 16 year old trans girl (mtf) I first came out to my class when I changed to do a new school so they've only ever known me as a girl, but at the time it was more impulsive and wanting to see how I liked she/her pronouns and I ended up liking it quite a bit and since then I looked into it and I do think and feel that I'm trans but because of the fact that my first step into being trans was an impulsive one I now feel like and keep having thoughts that I am just faking it and I don't know why and I really fucking hate it and I don't know how to deal with it and it hurts ):

(Sorry if there's any poorly written sentences this was done with talk to text from a note that I wrote while I was in school)

tawny thistle Jun 11, 2025, 12:21 AM

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I'm also transfemme, so I get it. I'm 15 years old, so close to your age. You're just new to it. Being trans feels weird until you get used to it. These are just intense thoughts. They'll go away eventually. And if they dont, I'm here for you. Ask me anything else if u need answers

peak swan Jun 11, 2025, 12:24 AM

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yea

glass onyx Jun 11, 2025, 3:09 AM

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tawny thistle I'm also transfemme, so I get it. I'm 15 years old, so close to your age. You're...

whats really worrying for me is that I've dealt with these thoughts since about 2 months after coming out and I did think that it would go away with time, but the thing I forgot to mention in the original post is that I came over 2 years ago when I was 14 and its more or less stayed the same or gotten worse and thats what scares me ';-;'

tawny thistle Jun 11, 2025, 11:11 AM

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Oh damn. I'm not sure what this means. You could feel like people won't or don't accept you for who you are. You might also be feeling gender dysphoria. I would recommend HRT if it's right for you. And that's all I got for now.

glass onyx Jun 11, 2025, 11:59 PM

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tawny thistle Oh damn. I'm not sure what this means. You could feel like people won't or don't...

Yeah I've been trying to get on hrt for about one and half years but it's been stupid slow for me (I'm in Canada if that means anything idk) I'm currently waiting for an endocrinologist to reach out to me but there's a chance that it'll still take several months just for them to respond ):

tawny thistle Jun 12, 2025, 12:02 AM

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Then for now, just stay strong enough to wait it out. Trust me, it'll be worth it

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