i deserve to bleed.

[uncut hound]

wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea. i wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery. i wanna cover myself in super sexy scars, ‘cause aren’t you supposed to burn if your a star? i want to be torn apart excruciatingly. i punish my body ‘cause it’s not good enough for me. the scary thoughts are spreading like a weed. the thoughts that say ‘I deserve to bleed’. i wanna ||take a knife and draw a line across my chest.|| i wanna feel much better than i do when im at my best. i wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place. ||i wanna slash across what used to be my face.|| i want to be torn apart excruciatingly. i punish my body ‘cause its not good enough for me. the scary thoughts are spreading like a weed. the thoughts that say ‘i deserve to bleed’. they say that it gets better, but i guess that’s just a lie. i guess we all just fake it till we die. sympathy and love we can extend to someone else, but it’s harder when you have to love yourself. i wanna be torn apart excruciatingly. i punish my body ‘cause it’s not good enough for me. the scary thoughts are spreading like a weed. the thoughts that say ‘I deserve to bleed’, the thoughts that say ‘i deserve to bleed’, the thoughts that say ‘I deserve to bleed’.

[fallen sapphire]

Seek professional help man

They sure as hell can help more than ppl on the internet

[indigo echo]

Yeah

[lofty river]

i agree that you pby need help but also ik your quoting the entirety of a song.

[bitter wren]

You don't deserve that...absolutely nobody deserves that. I saw your other post, i won't interact in your dm's if you don't want but i'm always open to talk and please advocate for a medical professional to help you

[indigo echo]

Yes

Please, get help.

[paper sable]

Yes

[uncut hound]

ty

[sharp elbow]

I really like the poem if it is one but pls GET HELP