im done with life rn ima end it
#ima end it im tired of life
karmic grail
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been there. not a good idea trust me
gentle otter
ive tried it 15 times in 3 different ways
just calm down, think, reflect, and just relax
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the pain doesn't go away it just gets passed on to someone else and there's no way to make it better after that
kindred acorn
Hi
karmic grail
We care about you
no one does im just a piece of trash
kindred acorn
Dont
vagrant stag
no one does im just a piece of trash
That's not true
gentle otter
no one does im just a piece of trash
your not trash. your human, your loved.
kindred acorn
no one does im just a piece of trash
I tried to kill myself like 2h ago and trust me you regret it instantly
vagrant stag
Alex we care you are somebody don't listen to whoever's making you want to do this
kindred acorn
Alex *we* care you are somebody don't listen to whoever's making you want to do ...
Exactly
gentle otter
Alex *we* care you are somebody don't listen to whoever's making you want to do ...
exactly
alex listen to me
if you do this, the people who love you will mourn you, and it will result in an endless cycle of pain
you are loved, dont do this
vagrant stag
alex remember what austin told you yesterday
karmic grail
yes
vagrant stag
i need you to do what he said put all of your self harm objects out of reach
can you please do that
alex we care about you
you are someone
karmic grail
i already cut myself
gentle otter
i already cut myself
right now?
karmic grail
yeah
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did it accomplish anything?
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That shouldn't be a good thing
Maybe it feels better to put the pain on the outside but it doesn't go away, it just hides for a moment and then resurfaces on the inside too
grand wren
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People still care about you and passing the pain to them won't accomplish anything.
karmic grail
no they dont
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and yet at least four people have come to this thread to try to help you through this
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There's going to be someone who mourns you no matter how alone you feel
karmic grail
theres no one
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theres me
and theres all the other people here who are trying to stop you from doing this
karmic grail
yeah right
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do you think im here because i don't care?
you have value and you shouldn't just throw it away, there's still time and there are still people who care about you
karmic grail
yeah right i already have bleach out
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please dont do this
karmic grail
i am
agile bison
karmic grail
why not
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Because it isn't going to fix anything. There's a chance it will get better if you don't do it, and we're all here for you to try and make it better, but if you do it there's nothing anyone can do
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I know it's hard but you have to fight it. there is still something to live for no matter how small it is. Maybe the bad feelings go away if you're gone but that doesn't mean they don't still linger for others and it doesn't mean you're going to feel better.
There's a lot of pain whether you choose to do it or not and there's only one path where it has the chance to get better. Please don't do it.
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Well keep waiting. You shouldn't throw it away, there IS a way out and it might be hard to get there but it's worth it. I speak from experience, it gets hard sometimes but it does get better.
karmic grail
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Totally been there. I know it's hard and you're so close to just giving up but it's not going to make anything better for you or anyone else. No one is going to be happy you're gone, even if you feel like they won't be sad either– which isn't true. People care about you even if you don't know or believe it and the world will not be a better place without you. There's still a place for you and you can't and shouldn't give up. Please try to hold on a little longer.
Don't do it. It won't make it better and it won't make the pain go away.
karmic grail
it will
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It really won't. People still care about you and there's still a chance to fix it if you don't do it, but if you do, there's no going back and the pain won't disappear.
And after you're gone, there won't be a chance to appreciate the lack of pain. Your last thought and last action and last everything will just be the memory of pain. There's a way out and a way to make it better but it won't count if you stop trying.
If you want the pain to go away, you have to fight it, not give in to it.
I have to go now but I'm begging you not to do this. It isn't going to fix anything and losing your last chance of feeling better is not the way to get rid of the pain. There are people who want to help you but they can't do anything if you won't accept help.