remote lotus
i genuinely hate our apathy. i want to be able to help and understand and connect to others emotions but i just can't.
thats why i hate when people beg for attention, help convincing out of suicide, etc.
i don't understand how people so openly connect to eachothers emotions and are able to help
i guess it's also a bonus because noone vents to us because we just . don't . care . but it sucks when its our partner
i guess my other thing is why would someone say they are gonna kts and ask for help in a server of minors as if we are certified therapists who have to help
"noone cares about me" you're right
i don't. i physically cannot unless i know you long enough and even then its iffy.
its why we are so easy to piss off, its why i have such a huge block list of people here, its because people wont leave my system alone when asked because they want us to care about them
we can't and its annoying as hell
anyways, rant over. sundance collective out
errant sorrel
my brain