So, im in love with an guy in my school (he is my classmate btw) but this makes me slowly die, i have several anxiety attacks because of him, during these attacks i cut myself until i bleed (sometimes i use my nails), its since a week that im sleeping 3 hours per day because of him. i hate myself for loving him. on 06/06 of this year (in my country now its 06/07 or how we use in my country, 06/07) i made an letter to give to him to express my feelings for him... he ripped the paper in 8 parts and put in the trash while laughing WITHOUT READING WHAT WAS WROTE ON THE FKING PAPER, loving him makes me feel like trash, he makes me wanna die, i hate myself, professional help wont work with me, i need an mutual and two-sided love. i can feel my heartbeats slowly fading and my sanity being drained every single day...
#I hate loving him, but i cant stop
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