Problems

[past needle]

I have been feeling so much better lately.I have new friends and basically a new life.The problem is sometimes I just feel a deep hatred and anger because of stuff in the past.It causes me to hate and dislike people and a lot of things in general.I love my friends but some of them make me feel distaste sometimes.I don't hate them I just hate how they made me feel and I hate how i got over a situation but at the same time I hate two people so fucking much.I never wish anything bad on anyone but I can't help but hope they just choke on their guilt.I can't do anything about how i feel because I know it's wrong but I literally can't stop feeling anger.

Whenever the anger just gets too bad I just isolate myself and sing or write

[quartz granite]

Ive had the same happen
I think you have found a good way to get away from those thoughts
Writing can actually be a really good coping mechanism

[past needle]

Yeah i also think about how either way now i don't really hate many people and I like showing love and support

I find peace in trying to help others the best I can