I AM HALF DEAD IN THIS FUCKING SOCIETY

[clever loom]

I don't know. What happens to me from time to another, suddenly I start to cry and feel so pain inside my stomach area and abs , it is a mental pain i think transferring into a body pain , I feel so unseen while being around people in reality and the reason why cacause I am toooooo sensitive to be around normal people I feel and analyz people , no one could ever understand and feel me inside , I feel so much haterd towards the humans existence, I can't feel myself being with others anymore , I thought being with girls will save me from being with such cold hearted guys , but it is the same pattern with girls , they are somehow can't even feel their own emotions , I feel I need someone to hug me and listen deeply to me , not just sit there as a therapist!! Like I want love deeply cause I am barely alive anymore.

[clever loom]

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[ruby warren]

Sincerly

are you okay?

This seems like a deep rooted issue and if you even need a freind I got you

i'm so sorry your dealing with this and please know that life is worth living even if it's challenging

[clever loom]

thank you girl