#Is wanting a slow painful sucide bad?

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wheat egret
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I want to stab myself as a form of sucide but it’s painful idk why I want to but it’s the most easily accessible thing and I’m only 14 and got called a psychopath and a devil by a Christian no hate against them…….

narrow eagle
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Wanting death at all is pretty bad.... You shouldn't do it..

wheat egret
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Well I wish my life was over

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The world would be better without me and I can tell from the constant bullying

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I get and I even get it from my own parents

wheat egret
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Ik it’s bad but I want it

narrow eagle
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Well you dont truly want it

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Yes, I want that pretty often but I also try hard to get help

narrow eagle
wheat egret
narrow eagle
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Well they didn't really help me when I went to the hospital but on the bright side, I'm getting antidepressants within the next month.. so...

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Life aint worth ending.

wheat egret
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I’m 14 I can’t even go to the hospital without having a guardian

narrow eagle
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Oh see thats where you're wrong.

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I'm 14 and went to the hospital like... 3 weeks ago? I cant remember for shit so... yeah... but.. You can go.

wheat egret
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What country do you live in?

narrow eagle
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canada.

wheat egret
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I live in uk

narrow eagle
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Yeah you've got free healthcare insurance and shit

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You could probably just go at any time.

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Now I have heard that getting medications is difficult in the uk though.

wheat egret
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Yea they lower dosage often and takes weeks to get prescribed

narrow eagle
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But you COULD go to the hospital and get help.

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That is a good idea.

wheat egret
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Hospitals are ages away from where I am and I can’t go anywhere without my parents bc they don’t even allow me out on my own

narrow eagle
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And I'm gonna guess you arent comfortable with telling your parents that you need help or they wont support you right?

wheat egret
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I did tell them abt it but they just think moving me to a different school will work

narrow eagle
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Uh..... I did that and that kinda worked but it was temporary.

drowsy lintel
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I was bullied too, and there was a point I also wanted to end it. Unfortunately, there is a bunch of people who suck, but there is plenty of good people too who will love and care about you, but if you end it you’ll never find them, experience speaking.

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I’m graduated from high school now, and I’ll never see the people who bullied me again. Eventually, you will never see them too.

wheat egret
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I need proper help I’ve nearly did it 10 times in one year

drowsy lintel
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If you can’t go to the hospital, there’s plenty of hotlines listed in this server that you can text or call for help

narrow eagle