clever jackal
So recently I just got out of a really good relationship with my recent ex (he said he lost feelings so he broke up with me) ever since then it's been kinda empty like ik he was doing what's best for him and that's ok but I can't get over it..
And few days after that I've been thinking more about like suicidal thoughts yk? Like shooting myself, bashing my head in walls and mirrors ect. And rn I'm still single but like sometimes I just hate how short my relationships last and I wish they were longer but I can't really stop people from expressing their feelings but at the moment I'm just empty and everytime I'm with someone I have the urge to just be happy for them and be myself then cry about it later.
(Hope it makes sense to you all and sorry abt how long it is 🥲)
dusk imp