last vale
there’s smth wrong with me, I always feel like my friends hate me but I don’t tell them, I ruin all my relationships bc I leave people before they leave me. I can’t stop hurting myself and I just want it all to be over. I feel like no one loves me, they just pretend. no one actually wants to be friends with me but I love them and I love everyone but they don’t love me like I love them. I don’t even feel real anymore I just feel soulless. my emotions are so big, they don’t stop unless I hurt myself but I still feel so empty. genuinely I have no potential and nothing to carry on for. idk why im still here I am not loved and I just survive I don’t even live
(im okay)
night berry