#Lesbian canon event

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neon hare
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(sorry abt bad grammar, punctuation, spelling etc)
So im crushing on a straight girl, and I hate it sm like shes so pretty and kind and beautiful and sweet but shes STRAIGHT. Shes flirted b4 but like I realise now it was like a joke (if u wanna ask how she flirted then go ahead and I'll tell u the whole stories) but at first I didn't think it was and I was rlly hopeful and delusional abt it and like I confessed. I walked up like "so I have a FAT crush on u and like i ull prolly end up w ur boy bsf but I rlly wanted to get it off my chest and u deserve to know" then i hugged her said, "also ur rlly pretty and ur rlly cute" and RAN off, yes RAN straight to my bus stop and went home. So obviously this was a bad idea but she needed to know because if she continued flirting thinking it was a funny joke then I wudve taken it seriously and got led along without her realising because she thinks of it as platonic so even tho it was a bad idea it was what i had to do. The next day she completely avoided me until i text her to meet up and talk abt it where she basically said to just stay friends and I kept apologising for putting her on the spot like that and because it was SO embarrasing. The next week was half term so we had it off and she ghosted me for the WHOLE week, no text, no calls, not even texting on the gc. 3 breakdowns and a lot of "how to get over a straight girl" tiktoks later it was monday. She avoided us (I'm in a group of 5 but hv friends outside the group and shes one of the people in the group) on tuesday, we talked like normal but on wednesday it kinda kicked in that it would be so hard getting over her and how much I love her knowing she'll never like me back that way and I had ANOTHER breakdown and now everyones like "did she make u cry yesterday?" like she didnt do anything wtong but at the same time its her fault but it also isnt. Do any fellow lesbians have any advice? (ask any questions if u wanna, I'll ans :))

gentle robin
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Just keep talking with them

neon hare
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ty 😭

gentle robin
meager jay
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Honestly just tell her. It's the best way to make it quick and easy and if you keep holding it in it's gonna explode in the worst way possible

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zinc drum
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this might just be a lgbtq cannon event

neon hare
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im just annoyed cuz she gave me mixed signals

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like i was joking around w her cuz she just gives bi vibes like her whole personality screams bi i was like "ur bi in denial just accept the allegations" and she said "if i accept them would you date me?"

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WHATS HETERO ABOUT THAT?

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and then the very next day like she was going to hang out with her other friends instead of the friend group and i was like "u always ditch us for them mate" and she said "ur acting like a jealous girlfriend" so i replied "you wish i was your jealous gf" and THEN she said "ew no i dont"

meager jay
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It's okay 😣 she don't deserve u

neon hare
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it is so hard getting over herr

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i keep being told "it takes time" like its been almost 2 weeks its taking too long

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i saw her today and omg shes so pretty and kind and gorgeous and sweet and pretty im screaming and crying

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also she took my flipping bracelet and now i hv to ask for it back on monday like im not doing good at avoiding her whatsoever

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but shes got a birthday party next week and im not going

neon hare
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and like she has braids that fade from black to this dark like pinky purple its stunning

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UGH i hate my life i could treat her better than any boy ever could

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i could treat her like those romantic movies that make young girls have rlly high standards

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i cud be like an irl genderbend manolo sanchez from the book of life

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but shes straight 😭

meager jay
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Oh I get it girl.

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Literally is the most heartbreaking thing ever

frail spindle
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I (also jokingly) flirted a guy when I was still a male, because it was fun because it was gay but nothing really happened besides 2 dumb annoying kids telling the class we did stuff in the dorms (it was during a schooltrip. And my classmates are really immature and pervert)

neon hare
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i was jokingly saying to her "ur bi in denial just accept the allegations" and she replied with "if i accept them wud u date me?"

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she wiped her face on my chest, like walked up to me (after a dog licked her face) wiped her face back and forth on my tank top and was like "hv dog slobber bitch"

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she HATES physical touch but she always used to lete

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let me*

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wed walk around either holding hands or linking arms, whenever i saw her id run up to her and hug her and shed hug me back like squeezing me (she hates hugging anyone else, i asked her to hug our friend as a joke and she was like "ew no" and hugged me instead)

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she always looked at me with that like flirty grin people usually look at u with when they like you

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shes been friends with our friend months longer than weve been friends and she never hugs her but she used to hug me constantly

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she has another friend group she hangs out with sometimes and when she was with them and she saw me shed always tap my shouldet like "heyy"

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my group of 5 was having a sleepover but her mom wouldny let her stay over only go to the trampoline park we went to before the sleepover and before she left she was like "broo i wish i could sleepover so i cud stay with youu"

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and now we barely speak, no physical touch except fist bumps sometimes and yeah

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i had to tell her tho because if she kept doing those things thinking of it as platonic (i didnt think of it as platonic) she wudve led me along without realising

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like i jokingly flirt with my other friend CONSTANTLY like "lets stop being single together and date rn" but the difference is that me and that friend have made it incredibly clear and talked about the subject multiple times that its all platonic and we will never be more than friends or like each other that way, but me and her dont have that deal or like have discussed it all being platonic which is what made me think it was smth more

neon hare
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update

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its been 3 weeks since i confessed and weve barely spoke

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and i thought she was avoiding me but i was talking to my friend and apparently she thinks im avoiding HER

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and like i was walking to the bus stop and i called her like "im not avoiding u i genuinely thought u were avoiding me, also ur a dummy flip u"

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and then i ended the call (not a very smart move)

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and she text me like "u still coming for my b day

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and i was like yeah cuz on saturday her and 2 other friends r going bowling, food and then kareoke and apparently she wants me to go too

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which also means i need a present in less than 2 days

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and permission from my parents

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and all the details

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but if i dont go shes gonna think im avoiding her (and my friend is bribing me she threatened to show up at my house and not leave until i go with her on saturday and knowing her she would actually do that)