I think that means I'm fem genderfluid?

[meager briar]

So I'm a detransitioned cis woman. But like I'd give ANYTHING to be a trans woman. Like I really really want to be trans. But like, I wanna be a woman, but I was born a woman. I probably just sound fucked up but idk. Man I just need to be a trans woman, not a cis woman. It's not fair. And Idc about the struggles trans women go through, I'll take 'em! I want to be a trans woman.

[ocean hill]

Can I ask why do you want to be a trans woman ? No judgment, I just want to understand it better

[meager briar]

It's really fucking stupid, so promise me you're not gonna be icked or laugh

[ocean hill]

No I won't, if I'm not okay with your reasons I will just tell you but it's just my opinion. I'll never insult or laugh at you for that it's not fair. I'm just curious

[fast umbra]

Mhh… I have to admit, socially and physically it’s really scary sometimes. I’m a trans girl, but only on discord. IRL I’m a boy. So I may kinda understand a bit your situation. My IRL social and physical gender doesn’t match my real one. I wanna be trans. And de facto I am, but only behind the computer screen.

[left sparrow]

So real, I'm in the exact same boat (mostly due to a lack of irl support and family)

[meager briar]

So basically. I transitioned last year to FtM, but then I realized I was wrong. But part of me still wishes to be trans. Also because of this character who's MtF, and she just makes me feel dysphoric asf. Like I just NEED to be atrans girl typa thing

[meager briar]

Oooh I seee

[ocean hill]

but why can't you be a cis woman ? Like trans is just an adjective/an umbrella it's not a gender

[meager briar]

I honestly don't know tbh

Identity is so hard, atp I might just start going unlabeled

[ocean hill]

yeah you're not obligated to put a label it's okay

[meager briar]

Mhm

Sorry for taking up your time