Should I end it

[unkempt raft]

I'm honestly so done I've been through so many friendships and it always ends up the same no matter how hard I try it distracts me from stuff I like then I end up with nothing when they leave and I just can't anymore. I can't even trust the ones I have because they think I will react the wrong way. I can't sleep I can't stop crying my physical and mental health is a mess and I can't fix it there is nothing I'm left for

[thick sierra]

I’m so sorry your going through all of this but please don’t end it

I don’t think This will be much consolation but

There is always a way out

Death isn’t the only option

[hearty kite]

There is so much left and if you want you can always dm me at any time

[unkempt raft]

What if your like the rest you stay until you leave again they say oh no I'm to shy to do that but in reality they do it when they want

[hearty kite]

I wont say I'm not like the rest ill prove that I'm not like them by staying with you

[unkempt raft]

Not this time not anymore I'm not doing it all over again just to end up in the same state I am now but worse I'm not doing that again but I can't go alone idk if there is not this time

[thick sierra]

Aight listen up

Let’s say you can’t trust anybody

And everybody will betray you

Then trust yourself Atleast

If nothing else

If you do that you really don’t need anyone else

and still there’s always a way out you just have to find it

[unkempt raft]

I don't think I can even trust myself my body feels like its trying to fight itself its not there fault they leave it's my fault

[thick sierra]

If someone leaves you at your worst they just ain’t good friends

[hearty kite]

There truly always is a way out and trust yourself you are still here so you are strong enough

The best friends you meet at your worst and help you be your best

[thick sierra]

You need to find good friends to surround yourself with

I guess