Why

[lilac jewel]

Why can't anyone fucking care
I'm always put last and never responded to
Everyone always thinks it's me who did something wrong
I always get ignored

I. Want. People. Who. Want. Me
I want people to want to have me around
I want people to acknowledge I exist and trying to talk to them
I'm tired of having "friends" that never fucking talk to me unless they want something from me
I want to be wanted. To have just one other person want me to be there with them and just let me talk and talk about the shit I like without anyone telling me they don't care and to shut up
I'm fucking tired of it

[main basin]

I'm really sorry that you're going through this. I'm in the same state right now. I've been left completely alone, feeling unwanted, and my heart is breaking just like yours. The only thing that keeps me going is faith and the hope that the right people will still come into my life and love me. I believe you shouldn't lose hope either. Maybe you're going through a tough time right now — that's okay, it happens to all of us. Hold on to patience, strength, and hope. I sincerely wish that in the end, everything will work out for you and that someone will see and appreciate you. If you want, you can write to me — we can talk. Maybe I can help you, or even become your friend. Stay strong. We'll get through this, each of us. <3