tepid ocean
First I'd like to clarify a few things.
I'm not used to the whole opening up with random people thing and have a hard time putting my emotions into words, but now I just need to do this.
I am actively in a relationship with someone in this server, but won't say who for their privacy. No, we did not meet here.
My SO has depression which I help him with while also trying to manage my own depression.
My SO have and I have been in a relationship since November 8th of last year, and mind you it's all online which is a slight issue for both of us but we still manage.
And his parents are.. might I say awful sometimes. For instance, his sister will ask him to do her home work the day before the school week starts, and if he refuses, she'll to their mother and tell her about it, subsequently forcing him to do it.
His parents are really strict on grades for him, anything below an A will have his phone, computer, and TV taken away for a while, that's if they don't feel bad and give them back to him.
And he's severely afraid of being found out as a gay furry femboy because of his parents heavy religious beliefs. He was found out as being gay well before him and I got together and they (as said before) took his devices away.
At somepoint his parents even went through his phone and found out he was dating me and told him to stop texting/dming me, which didn't work because he just made a server for the 2 of us.
These are just a few things I can name about his parents.
And since summer break has started we thought we were home free with a majority of our problems regarding school gone. But no. There's this one friend group were both in that mind you can be really racist and offensive but none of us mean it at all (I'm not one of those people who get all into that racist stuff) and my SO's parents know about this GC and didn't like them even remotely, told him to stop talking with them or he'll have his pc and phone taken away. And mind you there are some pretty decent and chill people in this gc, but they didn't care.
Worst comes to worst, they find out he's still talking to them and takes his stuff away. And now we have no contact with eachother.
Hie fathers made it clear that he's dead to him for lying to his mother (his words not mine).
Now I'm here, trapped in my own head and worried shitless about him and what he'll do to himself, hes expressed SH before. And this really the only few times ive cried in a long while.
What could I do for myself? For him even. I'm just lost at this point.