Ive been clean for a week now but all the bad thoughts are back and i dont know how to fight them, i passively self harm (biting my fingers until they bleed bla bla) but ive been clean from cuts for a week or two, but i dont know how to keep myself clean for longer, i just cant feel the urge to continue anymore, i just wanna end it all, wanted to type this out and get it off my chest, thank you for reading.
#Tw mentions of sh and suicide
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Hey, i know what you are going through, it's not easy at all to get out. But please dont hurt yourself, if you need some help, you should read the documents i'm gonna send you in private message. And try to do what said on it, I try and help really ! Please stop harming yourself, I dont want you to unalive yourself. If you need to talk, i'm open to any type of conversation !
Of this keep getting worse, ask your parents for a psy or call a number for it .
my parents think mental health is an excuse to be lazy.
Damn look at what i'm gonna send you
well.. ive tried some of those methods, but they just.. dont work
i always circle back to cvtting myself.
oh damn, you should try to put all sharp object out of your room, and cut your nails
i eat my nails, and im already restricted from using sharp objects, but i somehow circle back and get a knife and..
Maybe you should really try to stop, it's not easy at all what i'm saying, i know i have being through a lot of addiction. But you should have to be stronger than that, keep trying to stop everything. Try to hang with some friends or speak with friends when the need come out, do something else ?