I dont know where else to go so I came back.I literally don't feel like I can release my emotions anywhere like I feel like I talk too much here,I feel like I call 988 too much,I don't vent to anyone anymore because I feel like I make people uncomfortable or I am just too annoying.Ever since my friend left me partly for my venting I just stopped opening up all together.Today I just felt angry over past situation,I cried etc.This is the worst I've felt in a while and I can't do shit about it.I just feel a panic attack or I feel like I am about to throw up.I think of certain scenarios and my brain loses control I genuinely can't handle any of this.I feel like I'm gonna burst.Ive been feeling colder and more distant.I can't help but overthink every single thing.I want to talk about it so bad but I just stop myself every time.Before this I typed in 988 like 5 times today and just gave up and tried to distract myself when I know damn well I can't.I vented but I just deleted all of it like 5 minutes after before I knew anyone saw.I brought myself to do this but otherwise I genuinely can't bring myself to talk about how I feel.I feel gross
#Back yet again..
grim tapir
static acorn
I dont know where else to go so I came back.I literally don't feel like I can re...
Its okay and you aren't to much of you want my dms are open for you you can vent and we can just talk when you are struggle