Small vent

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My mental health is getting better but like my dependent personality disorder sucks.

I currently have a favorite person. I originally thought it was a crush and then realized it was just an attachment issue.

Now im rethinking it and thinking I have a crush on them again and it hurts because I already know they only see me as a friend

Like im not having my breakdowns as frequent anymore

But I feel like im going to have one now because of this realization

And I cant even control my attachments