I am a person who is going through a rather confusing period, I have ODD, and in these months I tend to treat my boyfriend like shit, I always blame him and when I go back home I tend to stay in bed doing nothing all day and sleep, at most I eat and go to the computer and I am there for HOURS, I have started having suicidal thoughts for a while, there are times that I would like to throw myself off a train and I have recently started hurting myself with a knife, how can I feel better and get some real help?
#How can I get out of this?
thorn garnet
haughty parrot
I’m curious, why would you say you always blame him?