Situationship type thing | Pridecord | Page 1

I've been close friends with this person for over four years at this point. We stopped counting the years but we met in elementary and I'm highschool now. We've gone from in person freinds to online freinds who visit as frequent as possible (i moved). The issue is, i've always really had romantic feelings for them. We've dated on and off but for the majority of our relationship it's been a one sided love type scenario. Recently, when i flew back to my home city to visit, we hooked up like twice and immidiately after they treated me like i ddin't exist. There was no aftercare (i dont rlly need it so ig that was fine), and for the rest of the visit they refused to look at me or have a half decent conversation with me. I asked them if we were cool, they said yeah, but they'd gotten what they wanted. When I came back I honestly felt used, upset and kinda discarded. For me that naturally translated to anger as i festered on it more. I distanced myself, and mocked them mildy like twice. They "confronted" me about it saying "are you like angry at me or something
bc like whenever I do literally anything you just be mean and it’s not even funny it’s just mean" and I said i just didn't like them much, not wanting to get into my feelings really, since they didnt really seem in the mood to listen. They kept asking what was wrong, asked if it was becuase we hadnt talked in a few days, and when I gave them no answer, called me childish. They complained to another close mutual friend, who messaged me saying they ddint wanna be involved and I communicated that to my situtationship buddy. They didnt like me saying that, ans said something about what we had done the last time i visited. I told them it was gross for them to bring that up in an argument, and that I regretted doing it with them. They shut up after that, and later i sent a message explaining the entirety of what i felt and why i was angry. I've gotten no response. What do i do? Was I too harsh?

#Situationship type thing