#Crush (lowkey feeling like a stalker)

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errant obsidian
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I love this boy, I do. I stare at him whenever I get the chance to. I fantasize about marrying him one day and start family of our own. I want to wake up one day on his arm.

None of that is possible. He's straight and have a girlfriend that he love sincerely. He openly share their plans for the future gosh they are such a perfect couple it hurts me inside and outside. He kissed her before so i'll never be the first and he's one step away from sleeping with her meaning I will never be the first.. She's so perfect, She's so beautiful it hurts it does.

He doesnt even glance at me.. let alone even interact with me.. the closest I've ever got is a respond from him in Instagram when I reply to his story

FUCK MY TEENAGE HOOD I DONT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS

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i dont know what else to say

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im not a good writer

peak glacier
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Although the difference is, i am in a relationship so i kinda need to chuck my other attractions out the window

errant obsidian
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idk what else to do

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I love him and i want him so bad

peak glacier
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I mean, if hes straight theres kinda nothing you can do

errant obsidian
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idk how to make it go away

errant obsidian
peak glacier
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Heres some advice, id just try to ignore your mind and try not to look at them, thats what does it for me

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Over time that attraction will just vanish

errant obsidian
errant obsidian
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ill just take ur

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advice and see how it goes

peak glacier
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Tell me how it goes

errant obsidian