Can someone help me

[arctic creek]

I really need to find a reason to live, I just don’t know how to live anymore, nothing really excites me anymore and I just want to die and get that feeling away

[pulsar solar]

If you want the feeling to go away, then make that your reason to live. Sure it may seem like a pretty sad reason, but it’s only a start. As long as you stay alive, your life has the possibility to get better. Not so much when things end. Also, you won’t get any relief from that feeling if there isn’t any of you left to feel it. It’d just mean that your final feeling was the one you despise so much.

[full oracle]

That sounds like a really upsetting experience. The thing is, death is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. Have you been doing anything to cope with your feelings?

[ionic mica]

Your bio is very artistic, try to make some time to create more of that art. You are worthy of a good life, the same as any other being.
I feel the same burden, but I find that I have the will to make the world a little bit better in the small ways that I can.
If you know hurt, you can take comfort in knowing that you can help another person hurt less.
Even if you don’t care to do anything for anyone else, start doing things for yourself at the smallest level.
Consider it a success to personally overcome a small obstacle daily. Create something, be more selfish. Take the time to discover a spark. There is something somewhere, just keep reaching for it one day at a time, and don’t forget to take pride in noticing the steps you take forward in self love.

[arctic creek]

I didn’t draw that, my friend did, I’m not a very creative person and I can’t find any spark for anything

[ionic mica]

Not the pic, the “about me” it reads beautifully. Thank you for writing it

[arctic creek]

Oh, thanks

[feral dawn]

Hey Qc, what kinds of things are you interested in? e.g. Art, Programming, e.t.c.
Have you thought about how you can use your interest/s to help other people? And do you think that could become your purpose? To use whatever interest you feel like (no you don't have to be good at it, but you can become good at it) to help others who struggle with problems of their own?

[arctic creek]

I love programming so much, I help the robotics team with stuff, but that’s the main reason that I’m feeling like this, I don’t have a good GPA and I might not be able to do it next year because I don’t have the required amount, my friends say that the school doesn’t care but it doesn’t take away the anxiety