fuck derealization

[jagged crag]

Can't feel shit can't process anything, can't fucking think. Why. Looking in a mirror feels like starring at a random person 😭

haven't done it in awhile but im getting awful sh urges

[clear acorn]

Nuh uh. Don't start sh because then it's hard to stop

Talk to a counselor or therapist.

If it starts getting really bad, talk to your parents, a professional, or call ,988

[clear acorn]

These are also some main symptoms of depression. You need to talk to someone before things get out of hand.

[jagged crag]

idk how often you hear this but I kinda can't

[pliant otter]

Because of your parents or because you’re afraid?

[jagged crag]

because no one has insurance and my parents are black and white, it's either perfect child or mental hospital

im 18 in September and was hoping to just go after that

[pliant otter]

So you think your parents would not care if you told them? If so that’s really bad, for me it helped me when I told mine that I wanted to kms…. Do you have friends you can talk to? That oftentimes helps

[jagged crag]

black and white i said