Uhh so I left all my friends..!

[civic rose]

Uhm I did it for "mental health reasons" but in reality, I think I was being selfish. They cared so much about me and yet, I ruined it like I always do. I loved them so much and I can't go back already.. it would defeat the purpose as to why I left in the first place. They were so supportive and kind and yet I acted out and said that I was "not in the right mental state" like vro please.. I just don't know. I can't keep a single friend for more than a damn year. It's so frustrating. I hate being this way. I just want to have someone and I want to stop blaming everything on my mental state.. but I can't. Because I don't know how to take responsibility. I dunno. It's my fault for leaving them. I just need someone. But I also don't want anyone to come to me because I'll screw up again.( Don't ask to bmf if you read this btw, sorry.)

[charred carbon]

Ohhh, don't worry. You want to talk about what's going on?

[civic rose]

Unfortunately I can't RN cuz I'm gonna go to bed. Ty for offering though ♥️

[lucid vale]

Selfish.. yo that’s a coincidence same I’m selfish to! Wanna be fwiends? Also what’s bmf? And it’s okay if u do mistakes we all do em anyways have a good day/life man and don’t forget to take care of urself

[civic rose]

Bmf is "be my friend." Very convenient huh

[lucid vale]

Ah

[lucid vale]

Well idc I’m still gonna ask

[lucid vale]

Wanna be my friend?

[civic rose]

Hi uh don't ask me that .

[lucid vale]

Why

[lucid vale]

Btw I’m sorry I will still ask

[shy iris]

if someone told you to not do something, dont do it.

[lucid vale]

Okay I’m sorry won’t Happend again

[lucid vale]

What’s that bio? Tho

Also how are you?

[civic rose]

Pls don't start random convos in my vent area..

[lucid vale]

Sorry

[lucid vale]

Hru?