gloomy marsh
I hate living with my parents, more specifically, my dad. He says he "Supports me" but everything he does says the opposite. He constantly makes fun of my body, especially my face, which is a major spot for my dysphoria. He constantly makes me feel bad for wearing what I want to wear, and didn't come back to my appointment with a specialist, despite him being there for that reason.
In his phone, my name is still my dead name. I am not shocked by this, he voted for trump, even after knowing I am trans. My rights didn't matter to him. But I am guilt trip by him and my mother to not cut contact, and I couldn't even do that if I could, because I still live under their house, I don't have a car or my drivers license, and I don't have money for an apartment. It's so damaging to my mental health.
He says he's trying to do better, he's saying that he is, but it's all surface level, I know my dad hates me. And I can't even cut him off. He's hurting my progress, and I feel pressured by my mom to keep him around, because she doesn't want to face the truth. I want out so badly.
hard basin