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Hey please help me with this one, sharing what you think is enough help and will be appreciated thankies ^^
please bare with my language sorry
I never really cared about someone assuming my gender. I look like a girl with long hair and a small body but because of my opinions about sexual and romantic attraction (I'm aroace) and how some people look at me, I tend to blurt out "If only I was a boy".
See, I love my long hair because it looks cool and dramatic and I don't mind my chest (there's barely anything there lmao), but I kinda dislike being seen as just a girl with these traits so I would wear makeup that slightly makes me look like a boy.
I think non-binary? But the thing is, it gets confusing when I love designing clothes and sometimes I would not mind wearing dresses and feminine make-up because it's still pretty.
The confusion is that I'm fine with any pronouns but still put she/they for straight people just to avoid the topic (and again, I don't mind) and I switch up to looking feminine with the intention of aesthetics and fashion yet never the intention of feeling/wanting to be feminine out of nowhere.
Makes no sense? i feel you
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