Why do I hurt myself? It gets me nowhere and makes me feel worse, why can't I just end it all instead? It would cut back my pain and agony whenever I sh. Nobody would miss me, nor even notice if I died anyways. I'm not needed in this world. And yet there's something holding me back, fear? I'm not sure, but that's the last thing keeping me from never seeing sunlight again.
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Why do I hurt myself? It gets me nowhere and makes me feel worse, why can't I ju...
stopping the self harm would also stop the self harm, although I realize it's not as easy as that. While I personally do not know of any, I am aware that there exist lists with possible alternatives to self harm to help you stop, or at least reduce the frequency with which you do so.
As for the suicide, look into the fear, perhaps it's telling you something, something which could be very helpful at this time. As lame as this may sound, perhaps its fomo that is keeping you alive. That instintcual knowledge that things are not gurenteed to stay the same, that maybe, if you continue on, things will get better, and experience you'll never have if you end it now.
Just remember, there are people who care for you, who will miss you if you leave. I know for one that I would, and I'm sure there are many others as well.