So, as some of you may know since I posted it in general, my mum died three years ago. And I, wanting to help my then-financially struggling family, moved back up here to help them. Well, dad has a new girlfriend but he's treating me like a servant. Sure I wanted to help but it's getting to the point where if I'm sick, I'm still expected to do things with a smile. I'm lashing out at everyone because I'm not happy, I'm sick and I'm tired. And there's three able-bodied adults who could help me at any time and what do they do? Nothing. They get upset at ME for the clothes being on the line. They get upset at ME because the 10 year old peed her bed and it wasn't made. If I lose my job next month, I don't think I want to hang around in this or any other city. I'm unhappy and I've been unhappy for a while. My cat, Eris, was the only reason I hadn't committed self deletion from this boring Minecraft server we call life. I just don't see a point anymore. If I'm able to keep my job, I'm moving out as soon as I can. Screw a car, I want to leave because I hate it here. I hate how I'm treated. And before anyone asks, no I cannot live with other family members because either they don't live in my state or they're dead to me. I'm caught between Scylla and Charybdis... A rock and a hard place.
#I'm over feeling like an unpaid worker at home.
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sly igloo
well isn't it possible to move out again?
yeah it might sound simple
and dumb
but you have no reason to continue living with them
they were struggling BACK THEN,not now so why would you need to keep helping them?
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well isn't it possible to move out again?
There's almost no house in my area that isn't about 1k or over for bond and the cheap ones are also not in walking distance to work.
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they were struggling BACK THEN,not now so why would you need to keep helping the...
I've burnt bridges in the city I was living in before because a guy decided to not take no and get creepy with me
sly igloo
hm that sure as hell is a pickle you got into
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yea. If I move down south to be with family, I have the issue of my homophobic sister. Who uses her religion to attack everyone. Scylla and Charybdis
sly igloo
jesus ain't gonna fucking save her any time soon,thats for sure
sly igloo
yea. If I move down south to be with family, I have the issue of my homophobic s...
what about north
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jesus ain't gonna fucking save her any time soon,thats for sure
Tell me about it
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what about north
I might have luck in the north. My uncle (no relation) lives in the south for most of the time but he has property in my state
sly igloo
I *might* have luck in the north. My uncle (no relation) lives in the south for ...
hm it might be a good idea to finnally get to know him (since it benefits you and lets you get out of your current hellhole)
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Oh, we chat pretty infrequently. I meant he's not blood related to me
I should definitely talk with him about the possibility of me moving there
sly igloo
Oh, we chat pretty infrequently. I meant he's not blood related to me
still a uncle : D
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still a uncle : D
That's so true. He's known me since I was a wee bab
sly igloo
i'm sure he'll understand
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Not only do I feel like an unpaid worker but I'm also expected to continue my "jobs" while sick. Fml