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[orchid kayak]

Im seeing and hearing things that are not there. i have many nightmares every night. Even though i always try to help my friends i always fail. I am self harming a lot and i cant seem to stop. i constantly feel like a burden and now people aat school are constantly asking if im ok bc my facade of bieng fine is almost completly gone. I am debating ending it all. I am so tired of life...

[fair cargo]

Hey, just know that you aren't alone because I used to have depression and had thoughts like you are having because life is messed up with people saying things that you don't deserve. I also used to hear voices in my head saying that no one cares about me. I know how it feels wanting to self harm because when I was four my father died and growing up I wanted to self harm but now I'm better because I talked to other ppl who used to have depression and it helped me so if your family is aware of it you can ask them to talk to someone about it and if you are talking to a professional then you can ask to talk to other people as well. Just remember you are worth everything in this world, don't doubt it ever because you mean the world to me.

[serene sparrow]

so firstly a good therapist will help maybe a doctor to diagnose you with schizophrenia or atleast look into why your seeing and hearing things also explaining this to your parents will help so that your parents can make contact with school and get you off of school so that you have a break (or just tell school yourself but idk how old you are so like yeh saying it this way) in this situation you dont need to help your friends you need to focus on yourself your friends can make it through but if you continue trying to help them you wont be able to make it through but yeh with this situation that your in firstly having a long break from school is definetly needed and secondly finding a therapist and talking to a prof will help also just having a doctor look into why you are seeing and hearing things yeh good luck out there stay safe and take it easyt

[orchid kayak]

i dont feel like i can talk to my parents at all. last time i did they sent me to therepy and it never helps. My school sucks theres so many bad people there.

[serene sparrow]

well then you didnt have the right theraphy for your problems its supposed to help but not all therapies will help also maybe ask them if you can go to the doctor just so that you can get checked on stuff