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misty snow May 10, 2025, 12:37 AM

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yesterday i was told to go to the local crisis counselor, which i went. ive been going through a really hard time. People at my school always point and stare at me for my self injury scars and new scars as well. I feel like such an outcast.

I always think of how it would be better for myself if I just kinda disappeared. I used to be able to feel emoitons but all I feel is like numbness? I was supposed to be going to the hospital where i am for more help but my granmda refused. I dont know if I can keep going. >.<

limber junco May 10, 2025, 3:01 AM

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misty snow yesterday i was told to go to the local crisis counselor, which i went. ive been...

hello ! welp, you need to know that you don't have to feel ashamed of your scars. It just shows how strong you are and that you can keep it up !!! Don't feel ashamed about it ! And yes, you need help. Is there any way you can convince your grandmother to allow it? (English is not my native language; I'm using a translator.)

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do you have any other family member who is taking care of you? or is it just her?

hoary dawn May 10, 2025, 3:10 AM

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Why do you think disappearing would be better?

glacial dune May 10, 2025, 6:31 AM

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hey i know disappearing might seem like the best option but trust me it isnt they will miss you and will just be concerned i never really had good friends in school and i was over stressed so i stopped school for like two months and everyone was super worried even though i wasnt even close to being their friend theres people out there that care about you and would really miss you and yeh going to a counselor or a therapist is most likely the best option here they will hopefully be able to just get you away from all this terrible stuff in your life

misty snow May 10, 2025, 2:20 PM

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limber junco hello ! welp, you need to know that you don't have to feel ashamed of your scars...

i was asking and she was saying that im fine and i dont really need help

misty snow May 10, 2025, 2:20 PM

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hoary dawn Why do you think disappearing would be better?

because all i feel is numbness, and i dont want to feel that anymore

hoary dawn May 10, 2025, 5:08 PM

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You said you went to your local crisis councilor? What did they have to say?

misty snow May 10, 2025, 8:54 PM

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they are putting me on medications and they wanted me to get admitted but my grandmother denied the help i would be able to get

hoary dawn May 10, 2025, 9:05 PM

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misty snow they are putting me on medications and they wanted me to get admitted but my gra...

She one of those “you aren’t depressed, you don’t need all that” type of people?

misty snow May 10, 2025, 9:06 PM

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YES.

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and she said "im deperssed but i dont go around ||trying to kill myself and cutting myself"||

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soo

hoary dawn May 10, 2025, 9:07 PM

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misty snow and she said "im deperssed but i dont go around ||trying to kill myself and cutt...

Wow…

misty snow May 10, 2025, 9:07 PM

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yeaaa

hoary dawn May 10, 2025, 9:09 PM

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Yeah, unfortunately in situations like those, there’s not much you can do because at the end of the day you still don’t have legal consent.

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I mean, what does she see as the downside? A waste of money?

misty snow May 10, 2025, 9:09 PM

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my insurance covers all of it so idrk

hoary dawn May 10, 2025, 9:13 PM

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Huh, weird

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I notice you say grandma, do you not have parents (you don’t have to answer if it’s a sensitive topic)

misty snow May 10, 2025, 10:16 PM

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i doo but like they kidna gave me up...

hoary dawn May 10, 2025, 10:29 PM

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misty snow i doo but like they kidna gave me up...

Dang, that sucks.

frozen garnet May 11, 2025, 5:05 AM

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Can you get your crisis counsellor to talk to your grandma?

#idk what to do anymore