velvet crest
I’m just dealing with the death of my grandpa still after 4 years, I’ve planned on hanging on overdosing as I suffer of guilt due to it. I just think I wasn’t able to be the grandson he ever wanted, and I just hope he’s doing good in the afterlife. Please just help me in anyway.
-Rosen.
jade spindle
im so sorry for you, and i'm sure he is, and i'd like to say the past is the past, there's not really a point in thinking about it so much, but it is good to learn from mistakes. im going to quote a book here 'while there was no making it better with him now he was dead, there was also no making it worse' And please don't OD, it's not your fault.
vital frigate
I’m just dealing with the death of my grandpa still after 4 years, I’ve planned ...
im so sorry for you your grandpa didnt deserve to die but you did all you could do for him even if it might seem like you could have done more hes lived a great life and has had lots of fun i know you want to be there to be his last happy moments but you didnt have to be he has had happy moments and its not your fault that you couldnt be there for him
my dms are open if you need someone to talk or vent to a little more
velvet crest
Thank you two for it. ❤️
jade spindle
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vital frigate
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velvet crest
Might post a update: I ran out of medication. I might have to take the old ones as my psychiatrist is stubborn as ever and won't give me ones despite my past anxiety attacks.
and I'm worried it might do side effects.
vital frigate
dang your pyschiatrist is bad dude is there maybe a way you can like show proof that you need them or maybe get a different pyschiatrist to give them to you idk just ideas