i can’t do this anymore i can’t i’m so done i wanna relapse so bad and kms i can’t do this anymore. i was in a server talking and this 26 year old proudly was saying how he’s dating a 19 year old and all i said was that’s a bit odd / seems so but since their both adults i was like okay yalls choice and ALL the adults in that server jumped on me bc i asked them to change the topic because i was getting uncomfortable and i was the only minor there and all the adults (23+ year olds) kept shit talking me while i was trying to calm down which sent me into a panic attack and i left and i jsut can’t even breathe rn.
my grandma died april 13th and my bf left me april 14th and i had to cut my grandpa off and i have nobody anymore. i keep getting ignored anytime i talk in servers and talked over , and anytime i make a friend exactly like me they end up sending me love tiktok’s and stuff within 3 days , or they wanna vent to me but never let me vent.
im so done i can’t do this i can’t breathe