basically, for the past month, ive been dealing with a fair bit of stress. dealing with the pain of my side, my healing hip, and also helping my mother with her "episodes" (she's an ex-alcoholic), but last month was worse than anything ever. i had to call emergency services 3 times, and 111 (secondary, non threatening emergencies) twice. when my mother goes into these episodes, she always seems to shout my name to answer her questions, to do HER errands. i had to go put gas on for our family and i was sat on hard concrete, in the spittling rain and cold for ten minutes. so, everything got to me. it doesnt help i cant fit in anywhere since all people do around me is smoke cigarettes, vapes and weed, so. i did something. things got bad, i grabbed my pocket knife and cut a few lines into my hand. usually where i stroke cats so it's more believeable. it hurt, but then it didnt. im sorry.
#got to me
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elder knoll
ok so i don't think i'll be much of a help but uh, don't let those thoughts get you to kill yourself,just know i got your back
jovial linden
basically, for the past month, ive been dealing with a fair bit of stress. deali...
you dont have to be sorry for this its not the worst that could have happened here and seeing that you have gone through all of this its totally fair that you did this im proud of you for making it through all this and i hope things get better maybe calling cps could help not because your in a dangerous situation but more because this is way too much for one to handle you dont need to do all this by yourself there should be others helping you with this and all those people around you even if they are friends or family just dont mind them smoking isnt as bad as being alcoholic atleast and yes smoking is bad ofc but just avoiding the people that do it for the periods where they are uncomfortable to be around might be the best option