Idk

[regal dome]

Idk what to say.. i’m fucked up, gonna hurt myself probably, and having suicidal thoughts. I really don’t know what i’m doing but i want help

And my parents are bulying me and possibly kicking me out

[modern zephyr]

what?!

why would they kick you out?

and do you have somewhere to stay if they do

maybe like a friends place

[regal dome]

I could go to familly, and they’d kick me out becouse they think i only want to cause them harm

I feel like i should just kill myself..

[modern zephyr]

what tf

why would they think that

[regal dome]

I don’t know

I just wanna not be a nuicance anymore

[modern zephyr]

Trust me, theres almost always someone, maybe a close friend, maybe someone in your family, who would be devastated if you die

so please, dont commit suicide

[regal dome]

It’d still make me not be able to be a pain in everyone’s ass

I don’t think i should sh rn

Right?

Someone said that doesn’t actually help

[meager shore]

Sh doesn’t usually help, it’ll actually end up making things worse

[regal dome]

But it makes me feel so much more relieved and distracted, why wouldn’t it help?

[meager shore]

Because eventually you’ll realize it doesn’t do anything but hurt you and will eventually make you spiral more

self harm isn’t the way to go about it, do you have any distractions to help yourself?

[regal dome]

No, none thwt don’t hurt me

[meager shore]

you don’t play any games or listen to music?

do you need someone to like be in call with or like play something with? I’m sure we could find something

[regal dome]

I’m not allowed by my parents

[meager shore]

Hm damm

[regal dome]

I would love that ofc but i don’t wanna be a bigger burden

[meager shore]

Trust me you wouldn’t be especially to me I love having people around especially to help people I’m a really caring person sometimes too much for my own good lol

[regal dome]

I helped all people i could at my expense, so now i am so low on everything i might as wel, be dead already

[meager shore]

No no that isn’t worth it

How about I add you and I try and give you a distraction?

[regal dome]

If you really want to go ahead

[meager shore]

I wanna make sure you are comfortable with it first

[regal dome]

I don’t care tbh

[meager shore]

Alright

[regal dome]

I have no friends anyways

Not much to do otherwise

[meager shore]

Then having friends might help you a bit

anything is better then none

[regal dome]

I know it will but everyone hates me

[soft stump]

Not everyone hates you some people will but not everyone will

[regal dome]

I don’t know anyone who doesn’t

[soft stump]

Well does anyone in this server hate you?

[meager shore]

Considering the fact that most people in the server are pretty nice I don’t think anyone hates you

[boreal dome]

so the only thing i can really come up with right now for you is going to maybe a friends house and staying there if your noone in your family wants you in ofc and if they do than maybe first go to a relatives house if you dont feel nice there go to a friends house and just life there good luck stay safe if you still need help after this process or during this process just tell us we'll be there

[regal dome]

okay, but i cant leave my parentsd can i? thatd be mean

[boreal dome]

well if they are already kicking you out and like getting mad at you and stuff its not your fault that your leaving them its theirs

[woven brook]

go for it!

[regal dome]

Hell yeah!

[woven brook]

stop im trolling 😭 js smoke some weed it helps

[meager shore]

Um-

[woven brook]

im being so deadass js smoke some weed yk youll still be suicidal when ur sober but like tbh u got an excape

[meager shore]

I know you were joking but it’s really insensitive especially if someone is that close to really hurting themselves

You would probably feel guilty if they ended up actually doing sh

So please keep that In mind next time

[meager shore]

Also weed isn’t necessarily a good distraction from your problems, I was on it for 3 years

[regal dome]

What if i may do that today?

[meager shore]

No..

[regal dome]

No what?

[meager shore]

It won’t help

Do you have anything you could do instead of that?

[regal dome]

Not really no

[meager shore]

Do you read or draw? Could be a good distraction

And if you need to vent at all I’ll listen

[regal dome]

Not really, i get frustrated if i don’t do drawing good enough

[modern zephyr]

@meager shore odysseus?!

is that you?