First of all I’m not sure if my sexuality.
I used to be sexually and romantically attracted to boys in theory but not in real life. But I do feel uncertain but strong romantic attractions to girls and love for lesbian plots in stories.
Secondly, I am in a Christian high school and everyone is homophobic, including my parents and the best of my friends. They all think that being lgbt+ is against Christianity. Although I do know it’s not, what matters is that my community would not accept that. And would also dislike me if I came out.
I feel so lonely and scared