my mental health isnt getting... better | TW: violence, mental abuse, me getting gr00m3d

[finite tendon]

okay so i am bad at explaining but uhhhh... heres a funny little story. So when i was 10-11 err.. yeahh so i met this girl named sozzy (which is a weird name ik) i started to feel.. "hm.. i think im lesbian" so i started dating her, i thought she was around my age but i didnt expected her to be older than me. Then some weird.. things happen when i started "roleplaying" with her, since im not sharing the year and my age "shes.. shes been grooming me the whole time??!!!" which utterly disgusts me so much... ANYWAYS TIME FOR ME GETTNG A HEART ATTACK!! so when i was studying with my parents then i got too too too tired so i started to doze off then suddenly.. my mom yelled at me making me cry abit, then my father joined in. then a few minutes later.. i started feeling my chest was hurting then i gasped for air alot of times and thats all

[merry hawk]

sounds like you got some bad parents its just some school work if your tired then your tired like it happens also maybe get that chest and gasping for air thing checked out and report the groomer also tell your parents that the yelling was a really bad experience for you and that it might leave a mental scar on you so that hopefully something like that doesnt happen again also explaining to your parents about that you were just really tired and that it can happen every ones in a while also if you need help explaining stuff to your parents just dm me