well firstly my mom and dad are both extremely homophobic and transphobic and they just scream at me if i don't agree. they're also very focused on my grades which have not been very good lately, and that's why they scream at me stuff like im a nobody and a disgrace to this family and that they wish slavery was legal so they could sell me.
im also getting my laptop taken away forever and my wifi password changed(luckily i have a plan for that)
my dad tried to beat me yesterday and i was so scared i punched him back without thinking, he didn't do anything more because i ran away and locked myself in the bathroom after that. i know i'm the problem here because i should never hit my parents but he doesn't accept any apologies or anything.
now he's threatening to tell my friends' parents about it so they restrict their children from talking to me, if he does that im legit killing myself
it is legal for my parents to act like that where i live (russia) and i dont have anyone else to stay with
im sorry if my english is bad or if this rant is too unimportant