I've been kinda struggling for a long time and I thought it was getting better but it just isn't. I've suffered from ||SA|| and as a coping mechanism of that and also my home life with not the best people it's led to ||SH||. I'm about three or four months clean maybe, I'm not too sure it's hard to keep track of time for me. It's just so hard and it was getting better but about a week or two ago it's been even worse than before and I almost relapsed. The only feeling I can explain is being sad, and I've been prescribed antidepressants only to not be receiving them because my parental figure thinks they'll make my brain chemistry different and wonky. I just want to feel better and not get yelled at for stuff I didnt even do. I just want to feel better.
#Woah okay uhm
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I've been kinda struggling for a long time and I thought it was getting better b...
hey, i can understand your situation, you’re not alone in this, i’m very proud of you for not cutting for so long, you’re doing amazing <3 i can really relate to what you said about not being able to really describe your emotions, in this case i’d suggest you try journaling, it helped me a lot when i couldn’t figure out how i actually felt, and also, if you got those antidepressants prescribed- the person who prescribed them is a professional and they know what they’re doing, i don’t see a reason for your parental figure to hold them back and not give them to you since a professional says that you should have them, do you think you can talk abt it with them again? maybe they’ll change their mind, and if it won’t work, if it’s possible for you to talk to the person who prescribed them, i think you should do that, explain your situation to them, explain to them that even tho you’re supposed to have them you can’t get them, maybe they can change that and help you, please remember that your not alone, if you ever need something, my dms are always open <3
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Thank you so much 🫶