in 2022 i was a very somewhat active member of an LGBT channel in there, and i came out as BI in the same year. i haven't really had any problems with at it first. i just wasn't attracted to females
however, this time something changed, it feels like most of my virtual friends are coming out as transgender or switching their preferred pronouns, and this isnt cause i want to join in or something.. it just i dont know who i should be
my self esteem was at an all time low in 2022 due to the fact that i did a face reveal on a very large discord server, still comes back to haunt me every so often
i feel trapped in this body, i was kind of born to be feminine as ive worn feminine clothing before, not for a full day just for like a few minutes
and one last thing, if i come out as trans, my parents would KILL me literally, i dont want to get disowned so unless you want me to hold back on this mtf goal then i'll try to honor it
#i dont know who i should be anymore
midnight anchor
cyan bloom
I am by no means an expert, so take this with a grain of salt, but what i would say is that labels are just that, labels. it doesn't really matter what you call yourself or what other people call you, it just matters that you are happy and doing what you want to be doing