#BYTEAN SYSTEM; Venting/Ranting

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broken compass
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Yeah, I'm gonna risk it for the biscuit and use this stupid forum!

Anyway, last night had been such a big mess that no one asked for and we had to mostly ban Shadow Milk from fronting again for a while. He's not himself and especially then today, he got publicly shamed for saying he didn't like dogs. As much as I'd love to keep quiet about it, if I did it'd only build up and one of us is bound to pop off. Also, don't ask about professional help, please! That's not going to happen for months!

I'm tired of being called annoying! And I'm also tired of Shadow Milk crashing out because someone was being ableist about him behaving like a child when we're literally bodily 27 years old! We're not perfect saints unlike y'all!

Also, blocking/ignoring us is fine and all, but please don't fake your kindness around us. That hurts way worse!

sterile lance
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Who publicly shames someone for not liking dogs?

sterile lance
dark geyserBOT
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He crashed out in the general chat, like super hard! All that because I got upset about being called annoying. It's no big deal but he made everything worse.

But what's so unwarranted was the ableism.

J. ↩️

[Reply to:](#1368075637205630987 message) What did Shadow do that got someone calling y’all a child?

sterile lance
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I didn't have any opinion over it being warranted or not, I was just curious the cause.

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Correct me if I'm wrong, but it seems like the issue here is Shadow's behavior when fronting?

dark geyserBOT
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Yeah! I just wish there's a way to resolve that!

dark geyserBOT
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Alright, fuck this! I'm crying and breaking down because every time I talk about my insecurities or whatever, I get attacked for it! I wish people don't just jump the gun! Like I said, I'm too forgiving and they're taking advantage of that!

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And Shadow Milk isn't stepping in, which makes it worse because now I look like a fucking doormat!

sterile lance
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Wait, what happened?

dark geyserBOT
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Just another day of me getting attacked over expressing my feelings, is all! :(

sterile lance
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Wait, on this server?

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Or just in general?

dark geyserBOT
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Yeah! This server! I wanted to talk to the staff about it but... I dunno, maybe I didn't send enough screenshots!

sterile lance
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Is it the same person or just everyone?

dark geyserBOT
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A few others, too!

sterile lance
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So what was this particular argument about (it’s hard for me to keep track of stuff on general)?

dark geyserBOT
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It's fine! It's kind of related to what happened with Shadow Milk, I think! Which I already expressed my concerns about! And now many people wanted us to shut up or something! Like, sorry for being sensitive?!

sterile lance
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Unfortunately it’s… difficult to find discord servers where people have much patience. Idk, something about being online I guess…

dark geyserBOT
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I'm tired of people... Whenever TKC tries to say something, we know she's a very slow typer and likes to take some time to think of a proper response, and everyone bullied her off for "bringing up the topic"

Stfu your bitch ass and don't interact

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Like actually, don't interact

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Also you can't "angel uwu" away the damned abuse, I also put whoever disagreed with that domestic violence victim on the ignore list bc we don't need it anymore rn

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Stop acting like massive assholes and drop the "higher and mightier" act

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Not everyone has the same experiences as you do

In which case, fucking listen

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Idgaf about your stupid trigger warnings and holier than thou opinions, you're wrong and you're either too stupid or self righteous to realize that

dark geyserBOT
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I swear to fucking whatever lord there is, STOP talking about suicide UNPROMPTED IN #💬|general

IT MAY NOT MATTER TO OUR SHADOW MILK BUT IT DOES TO MOST OF US

Stop attention-whoring, I stg aggressively_sobbing We know because we had a few ex-friends like that bruhhh

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IF I SEE ONE MORE VENTING IN THE GENERAL WITHOUT A WARNING IM ACTUALLY GONNA FUCKING TWEAK OUT

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I HATE HATE HATE ATTENTION WHORES, THAT SHIT IS TRAUMATIZING

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YOU are worse than trolls themselves

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At least trolls are kind of funny and quick to be banned anyway

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Shadow Milk already traumatizes us almost weekly or so with his dumbass venting and crashing out, WE DONT NEED ANYMORE FROM YALL HOLY FUCK

dark geyserBOT
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I hate ableists so much, it causes unnecessary stress for us

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Bitch claimed to be a feminist yet verbally assaulted others for being neurodivergent wtf

dark geyserBOT
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AGAIN WITH THE KMS THING IN GENERAL BROOO

dark geyserBOT
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I'm- WHY IS THE CHAT PROMOTING ARSON

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We had our house be put on fire three fucking times

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All because of our shitty (no offense) alter going batshit crazy

Thankfully she's over it now and is mostly banned from fronting as much now but goddamn it

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I don't get it, why get drunk, why do drugs and ESPECIALLY WHY DO ARSON ETC

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I don't understand any of it

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Make all of it actually illegal pls

dark geyserBOT
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And stop talking about sensitive topics you dumb fucks

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Weight loss and sucg

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Like, no one wants to walk into that shit openly

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How stupid and attention whorish do you have to be to keep bringing it up

dark geyserBOT
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Yeah it's decided, fully DNI if you're a religious fanatic please and ty

Actually don't talk to us promoting religions if you're gonna be delusional about it

Talk to me about your hyperfixations instead

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Also fucking hell, I'm gonna ban our nonverbal alters from speaking with emojis bc that guy was purely annoying

dark geyserBOT
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I'm fucking done, censor pregnancy talk or I'm forcing my system to leave

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I legit can't-

dark geyserBOT
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Why the fuck am I even trying

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I hate feeling so insecure to a point where we're desperately trying to appeal to a bunch of teenagers for approval

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I hate myself and I hate being a system

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I wish there's a cure for us

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Unless

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No, that's stupid

dark geyserBOT
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I'm actually crying

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I hate this sm

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I feel like we were basically forced to lose a fucking huge part of who we are..

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All because of the goddamn drama that comes with jt

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Not our fault we just genuinely find comfort in those roles

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Instead of stupid shit like caretaker, persecutor etc

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I HATE BEING A SYSTEM AND ESP BEING TOLD TO NOT DO THIS OR THAT, IT MAKES ME WANNA THROW MY PHONE AGAIN

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Also it's fucking ridiculous how they'd police dark themes like murder and etc in displaynames but then we also got a few trolls with pfp COMING FROM A GODDAMN IMMORAL (INCEST) GAME

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!!

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Nothing was even done about those trolls

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Yet we're the ones being pushed and shoved around

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I'm gonna go cry in sleep

dark geyserBOT
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I HATE BEING MISTREATED BC OF THE STUPID BOT WE'RE USING