TW: Sexual Abuse, and SH, School Edition

[clever herald]

alright so im a bi autistic 14 year old guy and my birthday is tomorrow, people have known ive been bi since i was 12 or 13 idfc, anyways people love to use this to their advantage, and uh when im in the shower in the locker room, some guys like to hump me and do some random shi to me, shi was crazy, like these mfers are practicing to be serial rapists at fucking 14, it gave me a lot of mental damage but i somehow ended up okay, i ended up cutting myself for a few weeks after, got therapy, long story short, here i am now!

lesson: being out as bi and an irish immigrant in a public alabama school has its consequences

another lesson, if this happens to you, please get help, kids like me sometimes are not saved in time and end up killing themselves, its sad, so im trying to raise awareness to this

[naive drum]

Well Happy Early Birthday before I forget

[flat rune]

i don't understand people who cut themself when they feel bad. if you can explaign to me why some people do that when they feel bad because i really wanna understand why

[clever herald]

it made me feel so bad then

but im getting better

[flat rune]

but why did you cut yourself ? you feeled bad but cutting yourself for me is a dumb shii to do even if you're feeling bad

[clever herald]

i try, i really try

i wish i didnt but i cant change the past

[flat rune]

but like you fought back when these people humped you ?

[clever herald]

i couldnt because no one was there to support me

just stop asking me questions

[naive drum]

Well first of all I am sorry you had to go through that experience of people doing that and taking advantage of you I know from others I help that it makes everlasting effects. First please dont cut your self I know selfharm may feel like a way to think about other things but theres lots of ways to deal with problems that dont hurt as much like reaching out. I want you to know if you have any questions I am here and DMs are open as well

[clever herald]

i stopped lol, also that was 2 years ago, i know how to stop now

[naive drum]

Well thats good but hey if you need anyone to talk to dms are open I have had lots of experence myself and helped lots of others and I dont want to see someone go down bad paths because no ones there for them okay?

[naive drum]

Look I don't like doing this but in terms of helping people dont drill them on what happened as that can cause alot more bad then good especially in cases of PTSD or Trauma. Thank you for helping but just a learning tip for next time that things are sensitive and questions around Trauma should not be asked as they could cause triggers I know because I did that in the past to and learned from my mistakes

[flat rune]

👍

ty

[naive drum]

No problems at all I hope you have a great day or night whatever your timezone is lol

[flat rune]

you too

[blissful mason]

Happy early bday!

[clever herald]

ty