Even if I am by myself, I don't feel as if im in the right-place? I feel lost most of the time and just today I made a really stupid decision and ive been making stupid decisions for years now. Im so sick of myself and I feel it both mentally and physically. I don't want to go back to my old ways, but here I am.
#Im tired and I don't know what to do anymore
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austere oyster
What decision if I may ask?