Welp...I tell it all I feel for that one person I love
- One of my favorite things to do, is draw, and I seriously love him, and (in these days, I didn't send some draws) from time to time I dedicate a drawing to he, but...my insecurity invaded me 100% because some friends of him, do some things...and it cause it all I do with me and my health
- I'm a fnf modder (almost), and of course, a lot of the work I do, is literally on the start, so, my ideas about me are a bit...mad?, because my worry for him is too much and sincerely I did not work in nothing about that for like...3 weeks...
- My own family is a bit disgusting, because they are assimilating my own gender and are taking other decisions I didn't take.
- So...I really feel like a coward...why? it's because I can't say any good or beautiful thing/draw to him, and I seriously can't support it anymore...
So, I really think about kill myself, for it all make me cry or something...
(Sorry if somethings are bad written, I don't speak much English)