#Really... I cut myself a lot for a person I love...

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Welp...I tell it all I feel for that one person I love

  1. One of my favorite things to do, is draw, and I seriously love him, and (in these days, I didn't send some draws) from time to time I dedicate a drawing to he, but...my insecurity invaded me 100% because some friends of him, do some things...and it cause it all I do with me and my health
  2. I'm a fnf modder (almost), and of course, a lot of the work I do, is literally on the start, so, my ideas about me are a bit...mad?, because my worry for him is too much and sincerely I did not work in nothing about that for like...3 weeks...
  3. My own family is a bit disgusting, because they are assimilating my own gender and are taking other decisions I didn't take.
  4. So...I really feel like a coward...why? it's because I can't say any good or beautiful thing/draw to him, and I seriously can't support it anymore...

So, I really think about kill myself, for it all make me cry or something...
(Sorry if somethings are bad written, I don't speak much English)

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# real wharf Welp...I tell it all I feel for that one person I love 1. One of my favorite thi...

hey, you’re not alone okay? there’s many people who love you and support you<3 okay so if i understand ur situation correctly, that persons friends are doing some stuff which is making u very insecure, u feel like ur not being productive because u didn’t work in the last few weeks? is that correct? and then you say your family is just assuming who you are? for that problem i’d suggest u talk to them (depending on your current situation, if it’s not a good idea at the moment u should obviously wait until it’s a bit better), please don’t suicide, i understand how it feels when you don’t want to live, but trust me when i tell you this, in life there’s highs and lows, you’re gonna find a way how to manage your problems and everything will be alright, those feelings aren’t permanent, but suicide would be, there’s people who love you and care about you<3

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Hey, we all have some problems. I can’t do really much better than emotionally support you. I have problems too. And I also thought about suicide to be honest. But we all should be strong and defeat these problems. It’s not easy, but when you did it, it feels soooo goood.

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I have a decent life ngl

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Nope, tbh it’s really not that great. But I survive to reality.

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uhh

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I have one thing to say

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thanks <3

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<3

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# foggy lark Why asking?

because you always try to help others here and i wanted to make sure if you also take care of yourself and if you’re doing alright ! <3

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