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cedar ember Apr 30, 2025, 6:53 PM

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i want to take away hxs pain and put it inside me
hx has gone through enough and i barely feel like ive gone through anything
hx doesnt deserve this i do because i think im a horrible person
i want to put it inside me and keep it warm like i have done with everyone elses pain
but this time im doing it for hym because i want to
i want to help hym god i do
but i get scared sometimes
i get scared when i want hxm to help me
but i get over the fear after a little and let hym help me
and hx says nice things to us and helps us
but im scared tobes (one of our headmates / ex host) will get scary again
she hasnt and shes been a good kiddo but im scared
im scared of losing hym
but its a stupid fear because i could never lost hym we could never

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 10:29 PM

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Why do these assholes keep appearing every now and again?

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Why do y'all think you become afraid to help hym?

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What would y'all say typically cause Tobes to become scary?

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One is never deserving of someone elses troubles. They are rarely even deserving of their own...

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I guess I should also just ask, if y'all feel at liberty of sharing, what's causing hym difficulty? Is it something y'all have the possibility to assist with, or is it something out of y'alls control? If the latter, unfortunatly it is the reality that there are some things that we simply can't help with. And even when helping someone, y'all have to remember, it is not 'y'all's duty and nor is it y'alls fault. Just try not to pin everything that happens on each other.

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:42 PM

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its a lot of different things We dont pin ANYTHING On each other but its to do with literally each of our trauma and also severe mental illness

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we help hym and the tobes situation was when he got pretty much too much BPD

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also that. was Literally us

J. ↩️

[Reply to:](#1367212294307840081 message) Why do these assholes keep appearing every now and again?

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we didnt want any replies thats why lynz said 'thanks for coming to my tedtalk'

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but its just just all crazy favorite person shit and our bpd kicking our ass because bpd holder

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:45 PM

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How many of you are there?

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:45 PM

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like over 700 if you count dormant alters

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we're polyfragmented which is why so many alter ♥️

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:49 PM

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Do any of you have objections of me asking more questions?

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:50 PM

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uhh no ask away

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:50 PM

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How many of you have your own accounts on this server?

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:51 PM

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with pk or?

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:51 PM

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pk?

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:51 PM

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pluralkit

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:52 PM

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Apologies, I'm not sure I quite know what that is. (Although I did notice it)

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:52 PM

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its @granite path

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a bot that helps me and many other systems communicate better

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:53 PM

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systems?

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Is it what runs the apps?

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:54 PM

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no systems as in DID/OSDD

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:56 PM

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untold tide with pk or?

Ah ok, that make more sense. Yes to this then.

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:56 PM

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yeah we have most people registered but i Mostly talk

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sorry Slow replies because comforting fp

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:58 PM

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Oh I was curious about what fp stood for.

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:58 PM

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favorite person :)

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:58 PM

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Could the individual I'm talking to now tell me their name (if they have one) so I can stop using y'all so much?

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:58 PM

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points at my display name (its frank)

woven pelican Apr 30, 2025, 11:58 PM

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Alright, thanks

untold tideBOT Apr 30, 2025, 11:59 PM

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spencer from forum post about school fear is our fp

† ﹒ ( frank @ paw / bark / :3 / it ) ↩️

[Reply to:](#1367212294307840081 message) favorite person :)

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 12:00 AM

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I had already deduced as much

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 12:00 AM

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DAMN is it that clear??? /silly

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 12:00 AM

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Yes, both are a system, and your bios link y'all together

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Anyways, I'm gonna have to get off for now but I may have more questions (I'm sorry this has become more of a Q&A, it's just really exciting talking to a system for my first time, so it's alot of knew things.)

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Well, try to get along as best as y'all can!

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 12:03 AM

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thanks and i liked answering questions!!!

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 3:02 AM

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Got another question (if any of you are still there)

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Anyways, how does it work when someone speaks to the system in real life. Is it also you Frank that does the talking?

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:00 AM

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all depends on everything to be honesy

J. ↩️

[Reply to:](#1367212294307840081 message) Anyways, how does it work when someone speaks to the system in real life. Is it also you Frank that …

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if frank isnt in front paw doesnt do the talking

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:06 AM

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The app is glitching a bit, is this Frank or what looks like Ray talking?

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Also, who’s Paw?

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:10 AM

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frank uses neopronouns and paw uses paw/paws, bark/barks, :3/:3s and it/its and 's ray talking :)

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:11 AM

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Ok, I got confuse because the app says Ray, but clicking on the account shows Frank, so it wasn’t clear which one this actually was

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:11 AM

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yeah webhooks are a bit fucky on mobile

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:12 AM

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That would explain it, I’m not using my computer right now.

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:13 AM

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yeah

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:13 AM

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I would you say the average interaction with single-conscious individuals goes in real life. Like how does the day to day work. Would you say people understand or do they get confused a lot?

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:14 AM

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oh only our closest friends know and our irls dont really care theyll just ask whos fronting or something

J. ↩️

[Reply to:](#1367212294307840081 message) I would you say the average interaction with single-conscious individuals goes in real life. Like ho…

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:15 AM

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Interesting, was curious how this all plays out in real life.

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I must say, these past few conversations have been quite interesting.

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Anyways, what’s unique about you Ray. What makes you yourself?

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:18 AM

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im a cat hybrid uhh i have a boyfriend in our system kits name is mikey and is also a hybrid like me and right now im making sure two people in front dont get too intense i guess. 's not a very sfw topic for what frank and gee are doing in front

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:19 AM

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Cool, that touches on another question I had with how you interact with each other

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Did you all fragment off at the same time, or have more of you come over time?

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I guess that’s assuming a result of trauma

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:21 AM

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we've all come slowly

J. ↩️

[Reply to:](#1367212294307840081 message) Did you all fragment off at the same time, or have more of you come over time?

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a lot of us show up together and other times its not the case

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:22 AM

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Who’re the OGs so to say?

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:23 AM

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kowhai, tobes and tangiwai

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tangiwai being the oldest since she went through the first lot of trauma when we were only 5

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:24 AM

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Does that make her who the system was when it was still whole?

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:25 AM

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i guess you could say that

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shes still 5 but oldest as in like forming i guess

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:26 AM

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So there’s not really a single remnant of who the system was before it was a system.

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Hmm, interesting

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:26 AM

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well we cant really recall anything from 11 years ago

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:27 AM

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Ah, that makes sense.

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:27 AM

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hell we barely believe the trauma from 11 years ago the only trauma we can call has been from 1-6 years ago

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:27 AM

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So you don’t remember what happened?

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Or know if it happened for that matter…

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:28 AM

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well our mom and dad and family all say 'you were violently bullied at school' but we have no memory of it

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and we have like one memory but we cant trust it because it came to us in a dream

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:29 AM

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Trauma normally does that so it’s not surprising.

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I guess this is talking more about the research of DID, but from what I can gather, the creation of the system seems to be an extreme coping mechanism that can be engaged. But enough about that, I’m more curious about the system than what caused it.

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:32 AM

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if you want we can head into dms since theres also parts of topics where its not very sfw and breaks rules here

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:35 AM

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Maybe another time. I think I’m gonna go to bed now (it’s like 10:30PM here). For tomorrow though, could you send me a dm from the account I should be DMing just so stuff is set up?

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:35 AM

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sure!

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have a good night!

woven pelican May 1, 2025, 5:36 AM

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Mhm! Wish the others a good night (or whatever time of day there) for me!

untold tideBOT May 1, 2025, 5:39 AM

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will do! :)

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