Okay so to explain the best I can.This month has been fucking hell.My ex has accused me of doing something really bad and it got really serious.Over night I lost my now ex and a lot of friends.She made me believe I had done such things and I wish I believed myself more.My friends warned me about all of this and im in the process of moving on but it hurts.I hate what she did to me.I wish they stayed.I am friends with one of them again but it still hurts like fuck.They all left me without listening to my side and that hurts so bad cuz it feels like I was just thrown away like trash.I still feel so trapped and lonely but I have all the support I need.I want to fix things so bad and idk if I should try or not.This all hurts so bad and it's only been a week..... (by month I mean the allegations started at the beginning of the month)
#I said I would make another one so here we go...
old tulip
woven canopy
@old tulip
holy shit- are you okay?
old tulip
Its a lot uh
I contacted the crisis line a few times,my parents know too and the school and the police so. And her whole family. It sucks a lot but like idk atp
My mom made a joke abt it recently which kinda sucks...
I miss people who left me i guess
I feel so bad and kinda creepy for saying i miss my ex
Not the one who spread the rumors
The one who left me after the rumors
I was told I was disgusting and evil and it sucked a lot...
old tulip
A lot just happened but now I know I feel like i am going to throw up....
hexed echo
You should maybe complain at the justice, for harassment?
old tulip
Maybe
azure jewel
I could help with this situation for you can’t feel trapped
old tulip
Wdym?
Also slight update:things have been good like sometimes I get really upset and stuff and it's something I think abt a lot but I've been doing okay.I have healthier thoughts
But still a struggle and that's fine too this is a pretty fresh situation
old tulip
I'm feeling a lot better for rn it could always change but I'm feeling peaceful and happy