#Help, and im confused, I am very thoughtful ot idk.

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grave mica
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Hello, im David, i am straight and i love girls, but lately I felt attracted to some people of my gender, i think, because i dont know if i was atractted or it was normal, Now I'm believing that I'm bisexual but i dont want to be i dont know what to do :*( im very very confused i feel weird now.

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And I don't want to be bisexual to fit into society.

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And be like a normal person

sharp turtle
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well i just want to start off with the "normal" we should normalize the lgbt, anyways second off, you dont really HAVE to label yourself as anything, love is love, and attraction is attraction

grave mica
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But, I don't know if I'm attracted to men or not.

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Like

sharp turtle
grave mica
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Idk 😭

sharp turtle
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if you find a guy that you really like, just think of it as liking him, if you end up dating him, thats called love

grave mica
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What if i dont want to do it, like, i dont like mens but i think im atractted by them

sharp turtle
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buddy, love is not something you can just fit inside a box and say this and that, love is love

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if you arent attracted then great, you arent, if you are then great, you are

grave mica
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You arent helping me 😭

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You dont understand

sharp turtle
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sorry if im not helping you

grave mica
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Is that

sharp turtle
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you dont want to be attracted to them but you are?

grave mica
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Yep

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Bcs i want to fit into society

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Ill be bullied if im bisexual

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And i wont have friends, trust me

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They wont like me

sharp turtle
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but do you not society, like guys

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thats the question

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inside, what is your preference, if no one could tell you anything

grave mica
sharp turtle
grave mica
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I THINK it will remain the same

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Im sure

sharp turtle
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being straight?

grave mica
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Yeah

sharp turtle
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so what you are saying is that you are straight but can still relate to other orientations

grave mica
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?

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I want be stright

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like, I want to continue being

sharp turtle
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then you are, nothing wrong with feeling slightly attracted to some guys

grave mica
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But im

sharp turtle
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if you know thats not you, then be you

grave mica
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What?

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How

sharp turtle
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you are straight is what you are saying right?

grave mica
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Yes

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And Sometimes I think I'm attracted to boys too.

sharp turtle
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in what way

grave mica
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And im bisexual

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That i think sometimes

sharp turtle
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so you are unsure about your orientation

grave mica
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Yes 😭 😭 😭

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Help

sharp turtle
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if you can, explore your options

grave mica
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What?

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How i explore it

sharp turtle
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see what you like and what you dont

grave mica
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I like girls and i dont want to like boys but I THINK i like them too

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Done

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I have explored it

sharp turtle
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so if you like something but dont want to you dont like it

grave mica
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I think no but

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That is good then

sharp turtle
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i would say "liking" something/someone is actually wanting to

grave mica
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I think I like persons of my gender, but I don't want to like them.

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Bro idk, its very very weird

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Im very confused

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I feel ah

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I think im a depresive person

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Help pls

sharp turtle
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then i think you should talk to someone close about that

grave mica
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Some time ago I wanted to kill myself

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Is that serious?

sharp turtle
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aww, i feel bad for you, and yes its very serious

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talk to someone you know can help you

grave mica
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I CANT

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Only here pls

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🙏 sorry

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But i dont want to talk it to others

sharp turtle
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that makes sense, but in this case i dont have experience

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i cant help you im sorry

grave mica
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Tell anyone pls

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Who know abt this shits

sharp turtle
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but please take care and try to find someone who can help

grave mica
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Ye i want

short turtle
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ive reading through this and it seems like internalized homophobia if im being honest. not that you are homophobic but this idea that you can't like guys is seeming like it. honestly it takes work. you have to try to learn that it is okay to be gay. I struggled with it too. and finding people you can talk to that are not just random strangers on the internet will help too. maybe try and find local LGBTQ groups

sharp turtle
grave mica
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A lot of thanks

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But now

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What happens if Nobody can convince me

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To learn and acept it

short turtle
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im sorry to say, but it isn't somebodies elses job to make you accept yourself. it takes reflection and actually working on yourself

grave mica
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But ahh

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I'm crazy if I I thought about killing myself

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Pls tell me

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Am i crazy?

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😭

sharp turtle
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i wouldnt say crazy, but yes, you need help ASAP

grave mica
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😭 😭

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That sound bad

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Too i need a group where i can find help with things like, Sometimes I think I'm a psychopath

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How can i stop it

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How can I not be a psychopath?

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I think im

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Sorry, this server isnt for this type if things

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I stop it

short turtle
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you are right, this server probably isnt for things like this. but im pretty sure most psychopaths dont worry that they are psychopaths

sharp turtle
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i mean, it would be better to say things like that in tw mental health but no, this is you asking for help. You need help

grave mica
grave mica
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And I have thoughts of a psychopath

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I want stop it 😭

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My life is ruined

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I feel bad for all

sharp turtle
grave mica
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I feel like idk, it make me be confused if i think it

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Its idk

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Ah

sharp turtle
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what "psychopath" traits do you have if i may ask

grave mica
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I can talk it here?

grave mica
sharp turtle
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depends

grave mica
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I thinked in kill persons

sharp turtle
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i dont think you can

grave mica
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😭

grave mica
sharp turtle
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you cant talk about NSFW stuff

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this is a SFW server

grave mica
grave mica
short turtle
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david. you are 15, your life is not ruined, you should find professional help if you are scared about these problem and a good group of friends who will support you.

grave mica
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Idk

sharp turtle
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sure, why not idc

grave mica
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@sharp turtle

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Thanks for all 😍

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Love you for helping me