tw: yells, sh, and my mental episode,, gonna spoiler some triggering stuff. if any new tw please let me know so I could add it to the title.
||i really really really want to to my wrists now.||
im honestly sick and fucking tired of being left out. im sick and tired of seeing people being happy because I can’t fucking be happy. only 1% i know cares about me.
im tired.. of CONSTANTLY being alone without no one. im SICK and tired of people saying “oh go hangout with your other friends* how can I do that if no one’s here for me???
im tired of people not even trying to show support to me or at least say if im ok. ITS NOT HELPING with my self harm tendencies!! I can’t do the virtual work because I keep getting thoughts of how I slit my wrist.
im TIRED of going to school and sobbing hysterically because every damn day im alone irl and online. I want what people have.
No one’s helping me. I don’t have nobody.
I’m all alone right now. I can’t ask anyone for support because NO ONE IS THERE FOR ME.
||I bet if I killed myself then people I know will start to care. actually. I don’t think they’ll fucking care. /vvneg||