I identify as a girl, but I'm having some difficulties

[balmy cedar]

Hello, I am a trans person and I identify as a girl, and lately I have been having difficulty using female pronouns in public for fear of being judged by people, I really WANT to use these pronouns but fear wins this battle, I still haven't had surgery to change my body and I don't know how I'm going to ask my mother.

I really want to be who I am, go out there using my female name, responding only to female pronouns, I want to feel like a girl without fear of the looks.

[sharp sundial]

The first few steps will be difficult ofc
But you gotta do it

I mean the people who judge will you judge you anyway but if the place or country you live in is generally accepting it somewhat you should be fine

Might be easier if you dress in certain way and trained your voice tho

[balmy cedar]

Are you telling me to train my voice to try a feminine way? I'll try, there must be something on YouTube.

[sharp sundial]

I mean yea, it depend on the people around you mostly, like service workers at cafe shop or something likely won't care much

[sharp sundial]

Also like try to find a good source to learn, if you do it incorrectly you might hurt your vocal